Alone in the Dark

when people say, i am with you no matter what! when they fooled you with the words of; through thick and thin, we were together until the end, i am always at your side.. thus, believing to it is graciously fooling yourself and accepting the fact... you are surely a loser by cause. for the truth is, you are starving

alone in the dark, ..saddest moment in our life yet conveyancing factual and happening. there are times which people encounters the saddest event in their life, some are fortunate enough to divert their loneliness to things which may trigger satisfaction and fulfillment, but for some, they continue to travel in wilderness and solitary. certain things and events may come into our lives that make us feel we are in the midst of darkness, i may say, i am alone now, i am in the midst of darkness, i may be a lost my soul. but, do i really experiencing that?? well, for i know, only my mind is struggling! my mind is the hell struggle for a reason of uncertainty. no wonder why, i am only and selflessly enjoying the wound and gasps of starving soul.. they say, i am strong, a warrior, with a brilliant mind, but hell, warriors do bleed, strong buildings collapse, brilliant mind died in silence.. where i am now?? who i am now?.. am i a warrior or just holding the sword reaping for somebody to grab the sword and die for me..